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rasanya hari ini gue berantakan banget. oke soal sms itu...............

yes its abt my birthday, who cares abt it anyway? nobody knows my feeling, and now i push my self to still awake even now im exhausted, its my way to make my self more happy even yeah actually i messed up my life. gue gak makan. gue nyakitin diri sendiri. gue ngerasa nyaman dengan keadaan gue. lagian gue gini siapa juga yang peduli. gue sakit juga gaada yang peduli. oke the point is : im lonely and used to be alone.