Im The Hero Of The Story.....

penggalan lagu Hero of The Story-nya Regina Spektor itu bener-bener apa yang gue rasa..

Im the hero of the story and dont need to be saved. Ya, gitu lah kira-kira..

pernah ngerasain berdiri dititik jenuh? dan gaktau harus kemana? jalan mana yang harus dipilih? hidup gue akhir-akhir ini bener-bener flat. gak ngerti mau nya apa..


im not that shallow, and im not that narrow minded. i just stuck. iya, udah pasrah banget sm keadaan smp gatau lagi harus gimana untuk perbaikin kesalahan.

ive been standing here for thousand times, and im no longer filled. ive been here so long wait fr a miracle. but there's no angel come. and i sat beside a tree, leaves fallin down..

just like my tears, dropped.

emptyness came along this road, i through the wind of ironic. they lemme stood up..

i callin an angel, but there's no answer. in front of me there's a lake of happiness, but i doubt to jump in. cause i afraid being wet. why? because that happiness wont last forever. im just an immortal, i got chance to change the faith but i wont do that. why? i just dont know why..

kissed by kissed came over me.. yeah they kissed me.. kissed of curse, happiness arent forever, but sadness is until the end of time. cause i never take a risk to erase that from my life.

here i am. look at me..

im just a girl, try to be visible in someone's eye..

and i dont think i can be visible, cause i just a dust in the wind..

walk along the memories, i found a sceptic memory about you.. last thing i remember..

it wont the last..